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Michaela Albrecht
In October 2007 I have got the initiation to
give Oneness Blessing, after I had got Oneness Blessing for more
than a year. I was one of the lucky last ones who had to undergo
the 21 Day Process.
What I wanted to heal in the process was the relationship with my
father and to my children: Until I was in India I very often
yelled at my children, because their behaviour triggered so many
old pain. I was not able to control that yelling, and that caused
pain to my whole family. There was much guild, embarrassment,
shame and moaning - but judgements as well.
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My process was like a rollercoaster: every
day I had every kind of feelings.
I was able to heal the relationship to my father. I prayed for
empathy in my father and the prayer was answered: I could feel how
it must have been to become father with 21 years. I could feel how
much he was overtaxed. I saw, that he never wanted to harm my, but
that his whole behaviour was an expression of his own pain. I felt
compassion. I experienced, that it was me who made up all these
thoughts about worthlessness and so on. Adults say something, but
children interprete it like they do - and adults can not control
what the children make of it.
In contact with my own children I could experience how it feels to
be yelled by the mother or father. This living experience had
touched and frightened me so much, that the impulse to yell at
them comes more rarely.
I could leave many old pains in India and have built a personal
relationship to the Divine.
More and more often I can observe my feelings without
identification.
Somehow my perspective to watch and experience life has changed -
in situations when I used to become angry or hurt I can stay calm
or even become amused. I have less worries about what other people
could think about me - I can not control it anyway!
And I have become calmer - which is good, because I was rather
hectical very often.
I am very touched and grateful to be able
to give Oneness Blessing. Itīs phantastic to feel how the energy
flows through my body. And I am so grateful to contribute to
others life in such an effective way.
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